Sorrynotsorry

Banana is bleeding already

Fucking Nero typical

Bigger blast radius of breasts

Bitter boys shedding skinny jeans

Spitting shrieking screaming warriors

Still looking resplendently puffy

First in the lineation of priorities

Whether for prison passports

Or prize winning tactile tantrums

Propaganda awards for troubled teens 

The Funeral

Cotton starch stench

Sea whipped to floss frenzy

Cobwebs bursting forward free

Endless intimate infinity

Contained.

Stringing along sorrow

Twang twat

Tears freeze eyeballs still

But dare not impeach

Sting or bite

Stained sheets

Damp legs

Screaming

The sureness ache of hunger

Left.

Scale the stream of colour

twisting out of view

(up and down bleating: a heart monitor)

each filled with a

vacuum

happiness burns brighter than a tear but it leaves a better tear

the stage was torn down

a billion tiny fistfuls of letters

no more lines are left 

The coffee cliché

Fear coffee burning lips. Already scared scared by the matriarchal punishment of general teeth. Bursting forward to siege the mouth, searing seizing agony that lasts a briefness eye blinker. Try to guard the way with hypocritical stained bone, marinating in the fizz of the fight between what you want, what you need and what will kill you in the best most bright way. Today death is the harder option, with up paid bills and a missing credit score. Tomorrow brings a new hopeful sun kissed sky that bludgeons book ends and un tongue tipped words. Don’t even enjoy the taste, just the heat and the eye punches open. Woke. Past tense. Sleep now tighter frightened of the big bad pig that crosses territories  into safe hospices. Scarf clad, boot decked, cup clasped, hat tipped figures litter nightmares. Documenting your fall from fast paced hope to the langsam lofty ideals of sleeping on the parentals sofa.